His Eyes

I don’t know what I am feeling right now.

When I listen to a song like Latch by Sam Smith, I can just imagine you here.

The way you smile at me whenever I say anything dark and slightly funny

The way you touch my hands while we are watching a movie

The way in your sleep you always come back to hold me

The way you throw the blanket over me when you realize you took it all

The way you throw me across the bed as a joke

The way you tell me about your life and your problems

The way you advise me on how to improve in school

The way you held my face when you’re looking at me

The way you pay attention to me in your room as if I funniest thing in the world

The way you kiss me over and over again just because I looked up to you

The way you ignore your phone as much as possible when I’m around

The way you make me laugh whenever I say “Excuse me”

The way you hold me in bed while we talk about stupid things

The way you always make time for me

The way you stall your day

The way you drunk text me to come and cuddle

The way you focus on my needs

The way you look at me whenever I’m talking to you

Part of me knows that we are getting serious. Part of me knows that I am starting to fall for you. The way you make me feel. The way you make me believe in you. The way you make me feel safe in this world. It just fits too well. It makes me want to fall harder for you. I never had a man look at me when you did. It wasn’t when you looked at my body that has gotten my attention. It’s the way that you take moments in our time together to tell me “You’re so cute” and just staring into my eyes silently. This weekend has gotten me falling for you more than I ever thought. I have spent every night this weekend with you, and in a way, I miss waking up to you. It’s really relaxing and quite comforting.  I just am so happy to be with you, and I can’t describe why that single moment is deeply embedded into my mind. I never felt so admired before. Right now, all I want to do is just watch that Romantic Comedy all over again to just see you look at me the way you did. I think this is what love is suppose to feel as it grows. This is something different for me. I may have never knew what love was. 

Posted by

Clothes. Makeup. Boys. Family. Life. School. My life in a few words.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s